I (A)M

well damn

i think i’m running out of things to blog.
i dont talk about myself that much and instead mostly post pictures of places i’ve been, food i’ve eaten and shows that i’ve seen.

it’s not exactly boring because i thoroughly enjoy looking back on them.
but it does feel a little bit empty.

talking about oneself is really hit or miss, for me personally, i don’t feel that comfortable talking about myself anymore.

i am feeling a lot better about myself after i came back from new york, for various reasons.
i am still on the teenager phase of my life even though i should be out of that phase a long time ago. Which is, to be honest, fine with me.

I don’t mind my life right now and the idea of great anticipation excites me much greater than the simplistic and raw idea of a good paying job that’s close to home.

before i went to new york, i was very much ready to throw in the towel and give up on my dreams.
and now that i’m back, a month older, poorer, with a few better pairs of shoes, i am feeling slightly invincible.

time is streamlined, you can’t slow it down or hurry it up, and why would you even want to?

i am unemployed, i have job interviews coming up, i have concerts coming up, i have new friends that i have yet to meet and i have old ones that i’ll be saying temporary good-byes to.

i have wronged some and been wronged by some, but it’s fine with me.

it’s not that i’ve matured a whole lot but i understand more than ever that it’s okay to be just yourself at a certain point in time, you might not be happy with the way things are going but as the saying goes, nothing lasts forever and this sort of what the fuck is my life, is going to end too!

and on to the next adventure we go!

(and for me that is GRE exams)