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i’m taking my exam for journalism school on thursday.
it sounds a lot more hefty than what it actually is.
i guess i watched this to psyche myself up but now i don’t really know what i’m doing and i don’t know how i feel about the whole thing.
but yeah, the new york times does seem like it’s a lot more intense than work at Vogue, (The September Issue) …..
best of luck to me.
i don’t know what else to think about this business now….
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one of the reasons i think the documentary intimidated me because it focused on investigative journalism than the many other types of journalism that exists. I am a citizen of the world and hence, i have to be interested in the going-ons of the world. but what i am interested in differs from everyone else.
and because i’m different, i always think that the type of interest that i take is the bad kind of different, the wrong kind.
and i really sort of would like my life to be figured out soon.
and going to journalism school was one of the things that would lead me to figuring it out but all of that just scares me so much.
i hope that i’m smart enough and i hope that i’ll have enough drive to work hard enough.
laziness has made itself so prevalent in my life for the past while and i haven’t been doing, or even saying anything worth its molecules in saliva.
so, i gota, hustle, or something, or whatever, or something