i came home too early
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man these are crappy photos
sorry!
we had a tripod too but i was too cold to give a damn about how the photos were gonna come out..
these are my friends with orange boxed heads
argh i hope everyone was safe tonightttt
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
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not wanting to do things is my main motivation for living these days
the most amount of effort that i’ll put into this is downloading a spider themed font…
but none the less, gonna go drink some and light some fireworks later tonight.
i’m going as unemployed writer, i think i’ve got it dead on.
ironically i got an interview at a bookstore, hurrah! sorta…
EVERYONE! HAVE A FUN AND SAFE HALLOWEEN!
Birthday Wishlist!
5 commentsit’s my birthday soon!
i share birthdays with the amazing Alexa Chung and that pop star, you know, BoA.
i never ask for presents on birthdays, in fact a condition of coming to celebrate my birthday with me is that you can’t bring presents. It’s very necessary that every guest abide by this rule because just NO PRESENTS!
Still, I made a little wishlist for myself. Some of these I’ll eventually buy, slowly but surely I will.
Burberry Prorsum Quilted biker jacket: SOLD OUT! so I don’t even have to fret about where to come up with 2500$. A bunch of stupid celebrities have the same jacket but since they have to be in season and I will buy this one jacket and just probably have it for the rest of my life. And it will be in season for me forever.
Creed Silver Mountain Water: it’s apparently a men’s fragrance but I don’t really care. I’m gonna buy this for myself when I get a job, and I mean any job. I don’t care what kind of a job it is but I will purchase this, eventually.
Alexander Wang Jules Oxford I might get this if I try it on and really like it but I’ll have to see because it’s like, a lot of money. But all I really want are some short boots or ..really nice oxford that I can look fancy but at the same time won’t be subjected to wearing stupid heels or something.
and last not least!
make friends with Sen and Or Jesse! okay, pretty unlikely but VERY likely if I move to new york city. Oh yeah that’s the other thing, new york city! next year, next year. I think Sen is probably reallly nice in real life but I have a feeling that I’ll just end up staring at his face which is awkward. But jesse and I will get along, i’ll help take care of all the foster cats that he has and because i’m actually allergic it’ll make a really good awkward situation.
and the school thing, but it’s not really someone can really make a wish upon…
I don’t even care about any of the stuff above if I could make the school thing happen..yep and it’ll be so expensive that i wont be able to buy anything for years to come. but still, i want it.
i hate titles
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hanging in there!
i had a few really good days of waking up at 8 am each day, then it was 930 am, then it was 10, then it was 1130 then it was 1217 and now we are back to 1130!
i quit my job which is awesome, i hate retail, i freaking hate it. i only did it during university as a source of income.
i like working in stores but if i had to now i’d prefer to work in a place where i could easily just not have to talk to customers? hey don’t tell them i said that.
i’m writing! and rewriting! and editing
the book..
i dont even like talking about writing so it’s weird..for me to talk about it openly now because i realized that nobody gives a shit. hahahaha
someone said my plot is thin and yeah thinking back, THERE IS NO PLOT! holy crap, how did I not realize this earlier?
I started thinking back on all my favorite books and what the plot is there, and whether I was able to sum up the story. I could because things happen. I can’t sum up my own book because I don’t have a plot.
I remember when plotting this book I was thinking, oh hells yeah, all I want to do is write beautiful conversation.
I remember planning out the chapters and creating random chapters at will and thinking, yeah i’ll just fill it with conversation.
i really like writing conversation, but it’s plotless! More than not…
Need more substance as they say.
i sleep pretty late nowadays, and if you’re wondering what I am doing. I am often on gchat or like last night, I sit in my bed, in the dark, thinking about plots…but i can’t be doing nothing. so i play tetris and think about plots. I want to make my book more rich with plots, but damn the details, i’d rather just write about tiny pointless details then someone will ask me, uh how is this relevant to the book? then i cross out an entire sentence with shame hanging over my head.
plot plot plot plot! there’s a lot of fat to be trimmed in the book too, i realized that. did i even read it through once before i started telling people to go download it? whatever.
i just woke up, so i am already feeling dirty and gross and bad.
i also have to move this weekend which is always an exciting venture in itself.
but seriously, plot less
still editing though,
i feel like my life needs to take on a new path.
it’s one of those things that you think about and you just aren’t sure if you’re doing it or thinking about it correctly.
yeah, okay, heavy handed stuff for a MORNING, not to mention a FRIDAY morning post.
happy weekend, maybe, probably not, will rain and will have to move.
snapshots from nanjing 2
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there are a few photos from ms. blurrycam so, i’m sorry
eat eat eat, i don’t know what else we do there other than eating. this is my first time trying individual pot..for hot pot. i don’t know if i like it more or not. this particular place is more Cantonese style so i was kind of confused as it didn’t have many sauces that i had wanted.
went to a temple, it’s a thing that i do, i like going there. i forgot what it’s called :x
there is a beautiful park right behind the temple, it’s really nice. a beautiful lake too, and look a tree is trying to give birth to a rock!?
i didn’t edit the purple, it actually looks like that. i can’t wait to make friends there and get drunk on the boats, you know that’s a good idea…