(insert lingo that people who fix things use)
i bought this a while back, from a local boutique that’s really popular. i think this kind of thing didn’t really appeal to their demographic. therefore i got it with a steep discount (not that steep though, because it went on sale more later …! *fist shaking*)
i dont know if you guys ever experience this, but i always want to be someone that i’m not. no this isn’t one of those self-motivating stories, but do things that you really can’t do and is completely outside of your capabilities, not through hard work will this be achieved.
for example: for me, it’s being tough, really really tough, like those bad ass kids that smoke after school. in that situation, this outfit would be extremely appropriate, especially since i’ll definitely need a weapon of choice, i’d use a wrench then! (i was looking for a wrench, my family aren’t the type to fix things, so this is all i could find..)
OR be a dancer, definitely not ballet, preferably some kind of street hip-hop crew? that’d then debut and lead us to international fame (my imagination is really imaginative). Now I will reveal to you, that i have in fact, taken hip-hop dance lessons. Yeah i know, I can’t believe it either. The reason is completely within range of my personality though, I needed hours to complete my International Baccalaureate diploma.
Because I like to stand out, I thought these things would be really cool to be. but at the same time I can’t really do anything cool. So I’m completely stuck in the middle. Then I see girls that are considerate, feminine, cute and just lovely. And I think to myself, okay we can try that but we can’t, because I can’t be that either.
When I was younger, in elementary school, i pleaded to my dad if we could start some kind of mafia or triad, he said no. Even though he went and got a motorcycle himself, pffft.
damn.
so close.
but most of all, i should wear this while fixing cars, which i can’t do either…
edit: by the time this gets posted it will be august 14th in korea, and the kick off of Super Juniors 3rd Asia Tour, Super Show 3. Good luck to all the boys 
I’m sad that I can’t go to any of the shows but sometimes i have amazing luck, so please, let me bump into super junior at beijing or Narita Airport. PLEASE!
i’m putting all of this after the cut as to not scare people, new readers i mean
edit 2: a while back i was all like my favorite in super junior is kyuhyun, and i adore kyuhyun but i didnt want to seem like a flakey person in front of you guys and i always try to minimize the suju love because i have some male readers. but uh yeah, too late..
kyuhyun is still my favorite but right after yesung…!
(i got this image off tumblr, would be happy to credit you but i dont know the source, leave comment if it’s yours)
and here’s why he’s my favorite
(here comes the fangirl imaginations, beware)
i think kyuhyun is a really serious person in real life, that’d be hard for me, as i can’t keep it serious and need to be cracking jokes most of the time, while! yesung’s personality is more suitable for me but at the same time, yesung works hard when he needs to, which similar to me, i (attempt to) work hard when i need to.
now you will be asking, why is any of this relevant when you will never meet any of them and become friends anyway? Ah, you are right… it doesn’t, but i need something to do during the day.
ironically, the type of girl yesung likes, and he’s ON RECORD about it, is 100% opposite of me, he distinctively named an actress that i kind of dislike, she’s quiet, nice, innocent, pure, naive, hardworking, etc…. sigh WHAT IS LIFE but a SERIES OF DISAPPOINTMENTS?
/suju spaz over
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Wait, woah, I think your comment form remembers me. It’s all “Hello, Hazel” up above the form. Is this a new wordpress thing I don’t know about? Actually, I don’t know anything about wordpress so what am I sayin.
If I were you, I’d wear that black jumpsuit everywhere & everyday. I mean it’s SO easy. No need to fuss over what to match with what, just roll out of bed with it (you can use it as PJ’s!!) and off you go! and now I want a jumpsuit. grrrrrreeeeat.
Now whenever I read anything about Korean pop culture, I feel like such an outsider. I’ve lost interest in that a while ago and I really wish I could say something about your Super Junior commentary but I can’t! Because I don’t get it anymore! It’s like when someone tries to speak to you in a language you forgot how to speak.
oh well! This comment is too long. I guess I’m feeling chatty today/tonight. you’re awesome as always, emma! don’t ever forget it! xoxo
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I wanted to be a lot of things. I still do. I don’t necessarily try to be them… I just, kind of imagine myself being what I want to be. I wanted to be a goth at one point, black everything! I tried to get into the whole hollister/abercrombie outfits. no. did not work. i wanted to look professional.. like the ones that wear high heels everyday to work and an a-line skirt with my hair up. i even bought fake glasses to go with the look. and that eventually lead me to try to be a geek. def. did not work.
so.. what am i now? NO IDEA. ahaha. i just go with the flow. there is no trend whatsoever. i am what i am today and who knows what i am tom. something like that. lol
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Awesome!! i love it!
Jumpsuits are hot like Dianna Rig from the original Avengers. HOT STUFF
Hiphop, like 70s/80s hiphop is the BEST!! Do you like Ugly Duckling?? They are my favorite
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i love your outfit~ jumpsuits are not my kind of thing..but this one is completely different..it’s so awesome~
nice wrench!
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I’d totally wear that. Like right now I’m obsessed with harem pants and can find none to fit my fat ass.
Why do dads never want to start mafias? they suck.
I used to instruct a hiphop class for younger kids. I’m such a token black girl sometimes tsk but I know you’ll have a lot of fun :B
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You do really look like a mechanic! Hehe, I’ve been looking for a playsuit/jumpsuit but I’ve really worried about going to the toilet efficiently, it looks so hard to get out of it
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i can’t see you in a hip hop class… haha you should wear that next time we go out
i’ll have to find something equally cool though.
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