I (A)MSTUFF HAPPENS, KEEP LIVING

title indicates the Aloe Blacc song, which happens to be the opening for “How to Make it in America” which coincidentally was called “entourage new york edition” (in my head, i dont know why it’s coincidentally, it’s not really a coincidence at all, they are both on HBO?)… yeah i like TV shows like that. I think I wrote this longgggg post about how it felt not legitimate because the main character just doesn’t have that ‘street vibe’. i think i never posted it because I was afraid I was wrong because i’m not that confident in my street culture 101. Its a good show though, check it out, i think it’s on HBO or something, or you can torrent it like everybody else in the world.

let me tell you a story about how inadequate i am about my knowledge of street culture, well this was before, a long time ago, when i just got into it, i said something like “nice color ways” on some forum about these air maxes and people totally killed me on that forum “those are infrareds, how can you say you know about supreme then you go and say that” something along this line, people were questioning my gender..so

yeahhh it’s not a good story. i quit that forum a long time ago, they ripped me apart too much, i have never felt more self-conscious in my life.

“this is me, this is my style” << if you know the name of the forum, 1 million friendship points for you!

i have some pics to share, well it’s just me, at central park, doing dumb shit as always..

but first, some pretty flowers that i photoshopped to look better

SR-71 – ALL AMERICAN (this song describes how i feel right now?)

this is legitimately heavy, i have skinny girl arms, so i could only hold it long enough to take a picture.

leap-frog activity, i have long legs so i thought i could do this, but, no i cant, i can’t do it because i suck.

more skinny girl arms here, i’m sorry it’s so mr.blurrycam (name the source of this coinage, another million friendship points for you)

then i went to take my blood pressure at a drug store because all the cool people do it, also we have family history of hypertension or some shit like that. even though it says it’s normal, this is actually really high for me. someONE is making my blood pressure high, i think this someone knows who this someone is. actually probably not, this someone doesnt read my blog.

its 2 am, work tomorrow, all freaking day, so this will be scheduled to be posted during then, feels like i’m here when i’m totally not.