I (A)MSTUFF HAPPENS, KEEP LIVING

every night i tell myself that i will go to sleep early and wake up early because people who work hard do that. but here i am, 2 am, and blogging.

i brought “my” new camera out and took some pics….! everything has been photoshopped and resized etc, but i do that with everything, you can’t really judge my pictures based on quality (because i think most cameras these days take fairly good pics) or color or a lot of technical things that i dont really know about. i mostly use my Lumix LX3, but i think this camera might grow on me simply because it’s SO light weight and easy to hide (e.g. going to concerts…)

I will review it though, for utility purposes, how easy to use is it? i actually bought it for my mom, well my dad paid for it, but i picked it out ..

i always joke about having a quarter-life crisis but it’s slowly becoming a reality. today i had one of those “what the fuck am i doing” moment annnndddd it didn’t go well. I was heading out from my appointment with my Korean Tutor and I started to feel ill…

not very ill, but this stuffy feeling in your chest…

when I feel like this, I always head to the place i always feel safe at, and lucky me, the library is right next door…(yes I always plan my panic attacks at strategic locales)

Today, the panic came faster than usual, and i couldn’t really sit at one place, or concentrate on a book… plus i have a sensitive stomach when it comes to coffee, and yes, i just had coffee.. things weren’t looking good then i remembered…

what helps me to calm down is concentrate on a simple activity, any simple activity will do..

the children’s portion of the library is in the basement, i know..what you’re thinking. WHAT? put our future in the basement? now this ain’t no ordinary basement, it’s not even a basement because it has sky to ceiling glass windows.. and an amazing ceiling decorated with dragons.. it’s amazing..

and then i found this room, this circular room (see my cool panoramic photo that didn’t really line up well) amazing, peaceful room with NATURAL LIGHT!!! . it was quiet, except for the girl play Arthur computer games in the next room, but she wasn’t really being loud. (How good is Arthur? one of my favorite kids shows) and I sat there, reading I spy books… then i got owned and decided to read something else.

Peace is everywhere if you could find it, well not everywhere, but it’s there.

Stay cool kids… (my hair cut looks really good in real life, this pic came out weird…damn not at all photogenic )

P.S. shout out to my 2 new subscribers, thank you ^^