i’ve arrived at a new peak of procrastination.
I am updating my wordpress blog.
UGH, i’m so embarrassed by this collection of “essays” and “photo essays”
because wow i’m so full of shit.
i have got to stop listening to Mariah Carey’s We Belong Together album.
Sometimes I think about that there are so many rappers that get featured on pop albums but we never ever hear about them again.
what happened Twista?
I’ll think about that and I hope you will too.
i don’t like that you can only deactivate twitter for 30 days cause after that they will “start to” delete your archive. As if deleting 14K tweets will be extremely time consuming….
I decided to stay off twitter for now because I find myself complaining a ton and just offering low quality content to everyone….
well right now i’ll tell you that i’m sitting really straight in my chair cause i ate too much for lunch and i can’t let my stomach fold over itself anymore…
whatever gets that posture going, you know?
SAD is hitting me harder this year than any other. So to combat it I’ve been trying to eat more greens and taking vitamin D. It also probably helps to set some goals about what I want to do…at least for the first half of the year.
– buy my leather jacket!
I’ve been putting it off but it’s finally time! Time to drop a lot of money on something that I’ll love and wear a lot. It’s a bit difficult to determine the size on it but I’m pretty excited about it.
– Get an Oregon driver’s license!
Despite living in Virginia for two years I NEVER switched my driver’s license. There are a lot of rules it seems like, because once you have a license it could mean a lot of things. I only have my Canadian driver’s license and hopefully they’ll let me do the switch.
– Do my taxes!
Well this is mandatory but UGHHH ITS SO PAINFUL…
-Plan my April Vacation.
It’ll take some planning and I’ll have to work around the schedule at work but I’m excited. I feel terrible because I can’t seem to enjoy my daily life and I need to plan something ahead to look forward to…
Yeah that’s about it for now. I’ll update as they come along I guess.
Staying positive could be difficult, especially when you are as spoiled as I am..
The birds & the Bees – Young and Dumb.
Counting the years up I am 27.
I look young but it’s mostly because I am disguising it all with my immature attitude and take on life.
I keep counting the years up and soon I’ll be dead ( I am a very fast counter ).
I’ve never felt young before in my life. I’ve always felt old and tired. I’ve felt like I’ve had enough.
I felt like I knew so much, my need to speak (not to listen), and my distrust of every single person around me has brought me a lot of trouble.
But I’ve never felt young and dumb.
I’ve felt like I’ve figured it out. I felt like I no longer need to chase.
Today is the first time that I felt young and dumb.
Today I realized that I need to build my own life and not chase after one that I don’t really know what is all about.
I’m always wondering about other people but I wonder if anyone wonders about me?
Is it time for more self reflection or is it time for something else?
Young and Dumb.
I feel so young and dumb.
I am young and dumb.